i feel really, really shit so i just joined about 20 SI communities in the random hope that someone will talk to me.
christmas is a really evil time for me - my family are just these weird people i don't know, who sit in front of the tv and scowl at me. i feel really lost and alone and of course, i've been cutting like mad. and i hurt.
so, yeah. sorry for cross-posting. i'm definately just looking for attention - i just feel really lost bcus everything is going wrong. anyway. yeah. i'll shut up now.