it was 9 cuts last night
all at once.
i've never cut that much at once.
and i've never let it bleed like that before.
i fell asleep afterwards
when i woke up it was about 3 in the afternoon...and i felt sick
so i threw up and went back to bed
and when i woke up again it was around 7
and i started cutting
and just bled. and bled and bled.
so i pulled my sleaves down and ignored the pain.
but i knew it was there.
and so now my hands are shaking, my arm hurts insane amounts and i'm crying
i dont know what to do
i need to do something
there has to be something i can do.
i need help.